Tuesday, February 16, 2010

A Shade of Gray

In shades of gray, even the most colorful of things. I look at a black and white movie and I wonder, what would the actors look like in color, or in real life. But they're clear. They don't ornament the dark with colors that distort its true shade.

I think everything is a shade of gray, and it's not that great when you wonder who you are, and you find that you're a shade of gray, and you wonder about your life and it's a shade of gray. I'm wondering about right and wrong and it's a shade of gray. White might be a shade of gray and black might be a shade of gray.

It's one of those moments when I have nothing to say but everything to express. My life, my own self is chain of gray shades. I look at the boy I once was, and the man I ought to have become. It's not natural that words are so full of confusion. It's not confusion, it's a sort of wandering. I don't know where I've wandered to make me see things this way.

4 comments:

Youssef said...

"من ذا الذى يستطيع أن يفصح عن مكنون نفسه بمجرد الكلمات"
محمد المنسى قنديل - قمر على سمرقند

Will E. said...

not me for sure

Evaluna said...

again.. i relate.. humff.. this is getting boring will.. i cant come here to say the same words every time

Will E. said...

sure you can.. one of these days you won't relate.. and I'd want to know..